It's a crazy game that never seems to play the cards you like. I find myself single this year, and swooning over three, count them, three differant guys. One is the guy with the big strong arms and pretty blue eyes that all girls fall for. He flirts with everyone, the baka foreigner. lol he's a sweety. The other is the self-taught guitarist with shoulder length hair and a laid back disposrue. He's very sweet. Then, there's the third guy. He is perfect, in like everyway. When we are together he makes me feel like I'm the only person in the world. He's like six foot two, thin, with the perfect face- like bishounen face. I get all bubbly when I think of him. I think, maybe, I like number three the most. It's like, got me on cloud nine. Let's call him Setsuna.
I think about Setsuna at least once a day, but every little thing reminds me of him. Of that pretty, sweet, happy face that just kills me. You can ask Axel about Setsuna, she could tell you.
I almost think it's actually love.
but, out of that cheesy shoujo beat manga, I'm working on next year's schedule. I've got Beginning painting and beginning drawing, and fashion design and merchandising.I've got one slot open. I don't know what to do with that. lol.
I'm just happy I FINALLY get electives! With JROTC and AVID I've had NO time for that.
JEeze...I'm a senior almost...it's....scary.
I mean, it's the end and the begining. I don't want it, but I do. It makes me want to cry, actually. I don't know what I'm going to do. The future scares me to death.
haha! I'm such a coward.
- Mood:
Distressed - Listening to: Boom Boom Boom- Vengaboys
- Reading: Interview With The Vampire
- Watching: Hell's Kitchen
- Playing: Poupee Girl
- Eating: Sesame Chicken
- Drinking: water
The game of life
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...But I think I just figured out the first one. XD
Senior year is fairly unexciting for me. I get to move on to Calculus! Whooo! XDD and a lot more advanced classes. I have no idea what electives I want to take though. I have a couple people wanting me to join band, but then a few others wanting me in drama. As if I was really band or drama material. And I want to take an art class. But 2 semesters of anything art is only going to get me so far.
You may be a coward, but I'm absolutely pathetic. lol
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Sometimes life forces you to a decision, and these decisions don't always end in happiness. You just have to deal with it and move on. My decision has been made. And I have to honor it; so I do, with every breath I take, I live to make one person happy.
Even if you are going to be a senior next year, you'll still have me! I'm gonna be a squishy next year (a friend told me that i'm going to be called a /squishie/. wtf?)
Don't worry, I'll be a cowardice with you!
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<mythbuster> Am I missing an eyebrow?</mythbuster>
But I'm one to talk, considering my ongoing thing with a couple guys, one I've never met, one I've only met once.. There's a couple you can't blame me for, though! I've known them for years! >.<
I couldn't figure out the second, and the first wasn't obvious until you mentioned the eyes and flirting and that he's a foreigner. Lol. Imma tell him you said that! >.<
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Come little children I'll take thee away, into a land of Enchantment
Come little children the time's come to play here in my garden of Shadows
Follow sweet children I'll show thee the way through all the pain and the Sorrows
~*"Come Little Children"*~
Lol
Oh, and that pic you drew of me a while back (Keep your hands off my girl), I'm gonna color it on photoshop 'cuz I'm bored now that I've finished the pic I've been coloring forever. Any suggestions?
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